Do people think I like to be reminded that I am single and that I need a man in my life? That I like to be told that I am not doing enough? That I am reminded constantly how I need to "Get a life" and stop hanging out with my family?
I KNOW that I am single, but that's something I have no control over. I don't know when anything is so that is why I don't go! I don't like my ward right now, something I need to work through and having someone push me isn't going to make it happen any faster.
I just don't know what people expect of me. They expect me to be this super amazing, single woman who is never home, always working and dating, always out with other single people. Well guess what? That's not me! I am not this super amazing woman who is always working and dating. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THAT!! PLEASE STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME!!!
AND PLEASE stop telling me to get a life. It really hurts. I just can't take it anymore. If people don't lay off, I will start fighting back. And that's not something I want to do.
